Contemplating Life
Lately, I have been working 13-14 hours shift, running between hotel and home, I have never felt this monotonous before. Although, I am very thankful to God for keeping my family healthy and my love by my side, I strive to make a better place for them, and wierdly this zone me out, of how much is enough? to actually achieve something, for my people to live a better yet peaceful life. Being a woman who is the soul responsible person of this family, makes me feel so much not worth it on what I am today.. the privilege of being daddy's girl has left long time back, even eating a spoonful of food I realise how much my actions really matters. A lot of things to do and the time is acting like an enemy. No wonder.. life is actually short to do things you've actually planned for your parents. Shivam has always supported me the best way he can and I love him for that, but when can I be the same to him, if the struggle goes on.. I forsee a small happy family of mine and Shivam, ...